This is a very inspiring topic.
For me, to be a mother comes down to learning how to love unconditionally someone that you will follow, love, care for and be proud of, to whom you will always want all the best. To be a mother is to do everything for this being that has literally left our bellies.
The way we eat also changes a lot. I believe that at the beginning, some of us stop eating, because there is no possibility of eating food, and pleasure disappears, so we lose a lot of weight. That was my case, as I mentioned earlier. I lost seven kilos(15 pounds) and, in the end, I liked the result … I was more chic!
After a few months, we go back to eating, and in my case, eat a loooot of candy, especially chocolate, because of the serotonin, the one that makes us happier for a while.
I let myself navigate the waters of the new life, loving all and vibrating light. I continue with faith and with the union between the divine energy and the vital energy, through Reiki. This gift I received one day. If I drown in one day, in the other I survive, if I lose myself one day, the next I find myself and take steps. A few or many, it doesn’t matter; I take steps.
I grieve, yes! We need to understand what this is, because we should all have some preparation on how to deal with this topic. Know that it is not heaven or hell and there are already so many controversial declarations, but our society is not prepared, and this is true for me too.
First of all, I want to thank everyone who prays, remembers, cares, understands that eight months are absolutely nothing to those who have lost, but I also hope to be positioning myself in a nice way with everyone, doing my best today.
The family also goes through the mourning, not only the mother and the father, but the siblings, uncles, grandparents too, each with its dose of suffering, disbelief and way to move on, it’s really hard and they are not making a fuss about it. People think time has past, are they still not well?
No, they are not! Mourning lasts for at least a year, it exists and is a very complex process to be faced … I wish I had the ability to snap my fingers and go back in time where nothing happened. But this does not exist, so I have to face reality and lean on the fact that I will not give up !!!!!!!!
Mother, do not think, just follow your instincts. You are not God, you can not save everyone.
The most important thing you already understood: I am always with you, by your side, do not think much now. That’s enough!
Your feelings for me are so honest that I would not be missed. I’m learning as much as you; we have a mission and we will carry it out. The will of the Creator will be done. Your heart needs to calm down, but if you need to cry, cry, that I will wipe your tears with my love and my light.
Mother, dear, to love you is not difficult at all; It’s difficult to have to leave watching you suffer.
Please do not suffer, just feel me, and I’ll be around.
Thank you for being my mother until eternity.
Please do not worry, I’m fine. Now I understand, and you will also understand: give time to time.
Dudu, with much love and light.
God, questions without answers, thousands of books! I lived all this in a very intense and painful way, because we do not really have answers: they are within ourselves.
It is worth mentioning that even recognizing us in a certain phase of mourning, we can go back to the other phases or go to later phases, it is normal. It resembles a bipolarity, but it is not.
Day of the Dead? Who are the dead, if they are alive? Even so I will ask God to support all who are with you in another dimension, with love and light.
Well, we were out there, sipping wine and staring at the stars. There is a special star that is always born huge and bright in the east, very visible, draws attention. According to your grandfather, it looks like a flying saucer. I always look at it and think, “I’d give anything for a second inside that star with you!” Would it be Venus?
Today was better, with my parents and siblings-in-law. I worked out a lot, I showered on Joaquim, Grandma painted my hair with a toner. For a second, I opened the window to throw away little Joaquim’s hair that were on the towel and saw the sun setting and I heard the nature. Nature speaks and it’s beautiful when we stop to listen to it.
Is my rebirth coming? Son, I feel and I hear you from time to time, and I know it’s you, I do not doubt.